Choose your purpose for a life of blood, sweat, tears - and fulfilment

You can be achieving your goals; happy and successful in your career, yet remain unfulfilled.

You can be not achieving your goals; unhappy and unsuccessful in your career, yet be fulfilled.

Which of these you are will depend on how authentic, or true to who you really are, you are being.

Being true to Who you really are

If you have found meaning and purpose in your life and are fulfilled, you will tend to experience life’s adverse situations and problems as bumps in the road - a road that is going somewhere and that you have chosen to travel.

But if you’re not being true to who you really are, your life, however successful, will not be congruent with who you are inside. You may experience outward excitement; the trappings of success; looking good, but inward fulfilment will elude you.

But which Who?

There’s being true to ‘yourself’, and being true to your ‘Self’ and you should know the difference. One can lead to a life of outward success but inner disquiet; the other, outer disquiet, possibly, yet inner peace as you live your life on purpose, striving to achieve your vision and calling.

It’s more than being true to your feelings

But “Know thyself and to thine own self be true.” is often mistaken to mean that you should be true to your feelings, or know what you’re good at and do that. Aristotle seems to support this when he says: “Where your talents and the needs of the world cross, there lies your vocation.”

But feelings come and go, and are subject to change and being true to them can render you fickle and unreliable – in your own eyes as well as others’.

Being true to what you’re good at - your talents - is seductive because it heralds a life of relative ease doing what you do well, and getting paid for it. Yet this strategy can leave you unfulfilled.

Imagine being bad at English but good at Maths, so choosing a career in Accountancy. As you announce this to friends, parents, and relatives, they all smile because in the eyes of the world, you have a potentially ‘successful’ life ahead of you. You will have status, you’re good at numbers and you are likely to make money. And you do. You become successful, reach your goals, and get the house on the hill.

Yet you feel that something is missing and there is, probably, for when you chose your career, you responded to what your identity was good at, and to its strengths, rather than what You, your higher Self, are called to do with your life. Your calling can be hard to identify, and may involve a lot more difficulty in application than deploying your maths. That is, it might be tough. So in the face of that, you sold out.

It’s about contributing to the greater good

Ultimately, however, following your calling, even if difficult, will bring you deep satisfaction and fulfilment as you contribute to and serve your Self and the greater good.

Frederick Buechner puts it this way: “The place God calls you to is the place where your deep gladness and the world’s deep hunger meet.” He says nothing about your talents rather, that you identify what brings you joy and configure your life to do that.

In my experience, there is a distinction between going through your life playing to your strengths, and doing what you are called to do. If you want to experience “your deep gladness” and be paid for it, rather than design your life around your strengths, identify what calls you and brings you joy (and value to others), and then use your strengths in pursuit of that.

How to identify your purpose or calling

How do you identify your purpose, or calling? Viktor Frankl’s “Ask not what you want from life but what life wants from you.” gives the context. I have used a combination of the following three methods to get at mine:

1. From Simon Sinek’s Find Your Why. Think through your life and identify about ten events that had a strong emotional impact on you. List these and relate at least five of them to a partner. The partner who, not being you, has perspective, identifies common themes. There will be one theme that stands out from the rest which will be your ‘Why’ and the others are likely to be your strengths. When I did this exercise, three incidents, seemingly innocuous, (so why did I remember them?) pointed at something: 1. A church minister saying to me when I was about 15, “You should be a minister.” 2. My uncle, a spiritual healer, saying to me when I was about 10, “You are always asking about this, you might be able to do it.” And then, 3. When I was attending the Landmark Worldwide Advanced Course and I witnessed a fellow participant being released from a life-long limiting belief he held unconsciously about himself, thinking to myself: “This is what my life is about.”

2. From Gary Keller’s The ONE Thing. List in sequence all of your employments to the present day including any that didn’t go as well as you’d hoped. For each job, identify an aspect of them that you loved. An easy way to do this is to divide a sheet of paper into three columns with the left column being the dates; the centre column being the job, and the right column being the aspect of the job you loved. Finally, look down the right-hand column and identify themes. The strongest theme and the one that lights you up will be pointing you at your purpose. Personally, although fund management didn’t float my boat (not that I was necessarily aware of this at the time), I loved teaching portfolio construction at various institutions; loved teaching the juniors aspects of fund management and loved going into schools and talking about financial services.

3. From StevePavlina.com This, for me, was the simplest, most difficult, yet a very rewarding exercise. Give yourself some private, uninterrupted alone time. Sit down with paper and pen and answer the question: “What is the one true purpose of my life?” writing it down in a phrase, or at most, a sentence. Ponder it, consider it, contemplate it, and when you get a revised version, cross out your first response and write the revised version. Ponder it, consider it, contemplate it, and when you get a revised version, cross out the last response and write your revised version. Keep going until the one you write down brings tears to your eyes. Wow! What an exercise and one which gets you to the nub of who you are and why you exist. You should give yourself a good hour for this one, though you may not need it.

My experience

In my own life I started out directionless and them became an army officer. I was involved in local politics, and was a private client wealth manager running a team. None of these roles ultimately, was it, for me. Each of them, however, involved teaching, leading, and coaching, which I loved and now I Teach Self-Mastery for people who lead.

My purpose (reason for being) is ‘To be a Teacher of Self-Mastery who teaches Self-Mastery’ and my mission (what you do that fulfils your purpose and you can get paid for): ‘To Teach Self-Mastery to people who lead, consciously’. My vision (the culmination of purpose and mission: ‘All organisations are led and staffed by conscious people who are free (of their minds’ unconscious conditioning) to serve and contribute their calling to their stakeholders and the world’.

These have each evolved and continue to evolve in the light of new insights. I now feel privileged to have a life where I am able to pass on what’s been so beneficially passed to me.

When you are clear about your purpose, your life ceases to be about surviving life’s situations but rather is about using them to achieve your purpose. They become just bumps on the road – a road that is going somewhere. And although my previous roles weren’t it for me, I use all those experiences now in pursuit of my purpose and mission.

Everything in the universe exists for a purpose. Your ultimate freedom is to choose yours.

By Christopher Jones-Warner